Virtual high-five if you’ve read this far.  It is a Monday, here in the sleepy Midwest.  I don’t feel landlocked.  I do feel like I am reading more than making.  All worth it in the end.  (keep saying it.  keep saying that)

Sometimes I think that the way people like to “share” work is by (and I quote a hilarious CANADIAN comedian …wow that really rolls off the tongue there.  Regardless, his name is Eugene Mirman) by shoving a fucking loaf of bread in your GODDAMN ear.  Because.. I can?  This bothers me sometimes.  If you say you are a Satanist, you are not being an “alternative” or apart from Christianity.  You are letting it define you.  The story writes you, instead of the other way around.  This is a thin example, but a decent one.  In the same vein, if you are a constant antagonist-you are letting the traditional definition of both good and evil write your reactions.

I have an extreme desire to return to San Francisco for four reasons.  KM, RE (whom I would like to use this ethereal moment ((and by ethereal I am by no means suggesting that the internet is heaven.  I am merely stating that it is something that transmits information in a way that I don’t completely understand and therefore will commit its existence to a place outside of the realm of my meager existence.))  to say that I am all the way behind anything you do.  You are at a distance … only in theory and I still think of you as an integral part of my life, The Long Now Foundation, and TR.  Of course, seeing the sea wouldn’t be too terrible either.

I have to admit, things in my moment to moment have seemed to be a lot more slippery as of late.  I am thinking before everything I expel. This is good.  This IS good.  I am solidifying my spirituality.  After a long logical hiatus (Thanks to a cetain cowboy and Foucault)  And most importantly, I am accepting and not rejecting the uncertainty in a day.  I have fixed what needs to be fixed.  And left behind what needs left behind.  I feel extraordinarily lucky as a human being right at this very moment.